i`m losing my mind.

better grab ya guns cuz i`m ready to die

i`m ready to die && nobody can save me

when i die fuck it i wanna go 2 hell
cuz ima piece of shit
it aint hard 2 fuckin tell
dont make sense goin 2 hell widd al lthe goodie goodies
dressed in white
i wear black tims && black hoodies
nigga

slavebucks

son i felt like my fuckin mom 2day out workin for like 12 hrs && then gotta to bum ass chinatown to get food for my sis cuz she graduated and i gotta get her somethin nice so i got her this chinese food she likes .. then i found khaalida bag at school and had to carry that shit all day so i was carrying like 4 bags and it was hot as hell .. i was sweating bullets and walking and all tired and old feeling man .. its horrible i can`t wait till one day all my hard work just pays off and i become rich so my mom can stop sweatshoppin && my pops can just sit back and enjoy life. he looks so tired all the time i feel like shit cuz i makeh im pick me up after work sometimes on his way home from work and he has to wake me up for school and he gotta do mom and dad respon sibliliyes
i just wish we coulda just been born into a hardworking rich ass family that would be nice ..
all these starbucks ppl got madd money dropping 100 dollar bills on the counter and when it comes to tip jar .. they jus drop the pennies and keep the silvers its like damn .. niggas gotta eat too man.
i swear i work so damn hard for that bitch ass company man i got callus and shit all over my hands and feet .. i be sweepin && moppin till my hand cramps
drink after drink and customers just bitch all the time like they cant wait 3 fucking minutes for their drink they gotta have it right now .. like wow
come on now

yearbook.

ok .. i`m a sap.
So .. we got yearbooks today ..
&& it`s really sad .. i`m not gonna lie.
leaving this school is a bittersweet moment.
after looking through the yearbooks i realize that i am really gonna miss more people than i thought.
it`s crazy how much i`ve grown these past 4 years.
i didn`t even think i was ever going to graduate .. && here it is staring me in the face, only a couple weeks away .. it`s fucking amazing.

anyways .. according to di signings ..
i concluded ..
1. i`m hella funny.
2. i`m gonna be somebody in life
3. everyone thinks i`m gonna do real great in college
4. i introduce niggas to weed .. && other.

lol.

i don`t know what i`m doing here.

Graduation is coming up very soon .. && i can just taste it ..
i`m so glad to be leaving this damn school.
yeah .. I met some great people here .. some people i hope to be friends with after HS .. but mostly, i also met some pretty horrible, ignorant people && it`s sad that our generation is growin up this way.
I hope we become a legacy, as the 1st graduating class of UAMA, but i hope not to become and example to the others waiting to follow in our footsteps .. cuz we were a fuckin horrible example of grown, mature college bound kids.
I am gonna miss the people I will lose in touch with that i wanted to stay in touch with .. but madd people are leaving to go to college out of city or state.
Ima just stay right here .. @ good old Brooklyn College.
I know i`m not in the least bit ready for college right now .. but when i get there in the fall .. best believe ima work my ass off && graduate with honors.
Neither of my parents graduated college .. my moms didn`t even go to high school ..
so i bet they`ll be damn well proud of me if they see me graduate .. && if they`re not oh well.

I just wanna make something of myself && prove EVERYONE wrong .. when everyone thought I was a good for nothin piece of shit .. when i was doin drugs && never went to school like a dumbass .. nobody thought i was gonna be anything or do anything with my life && i wanna prove niggas wrong

i`m not gonna become another statistic or victim to the streets type person .. ima rise up && make something of myself && be somebody.

I wish everyone at UAMA could feel && understand the potential they have .. if they just tried.
anyone && everyone at this school is capable of doing ANYTHING they put their mind to ..
&& i don`t mean to be all like sappy && cliche && Shit but its true.

when I was 14/15 .. My dream was to drop out .. && go to fuckin jobcorps or get my GED like all my friends .. chill on the streets && just enjoy life with my friends && my drugs.

After having to sleep on park benches && subway trains, beg for money, steal shit, && degrade yourself just for fuckin bags of drugs .. you get pretty tired of the streets real quick.

if i can do a complete 360 && actually be accepted to colleges .. anyone can do that shit ..


as long as you`re willing to put the damn effort into it.

i gave 2 do a post on this stuff

i worked from open to close on sunday .. that shit was od.
like 16/15 fuckin hours.

maryann hammers adds
"Caffeine addicts aren't the only fans of Starbucks, a corporate legend that serves up warm fuzzies with its cold frappuccinos. The company's rich benefit blend keeps turnover low and employee satisfaction high. And that's why it's the Optimas Award winner for Quality of Life. "

so .. at least i`m gettin benifits n shit from working. so i agree with her.
even though i work madd much.

so theres work n theres budd

Katt Williams - Weed
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katt williams is hella funny

i don`t be havin the time to blog anymore man
idk what to even blog about
i`m too lazy to type shit
ms dj said we gotta put up pics so here we go

fuck man i cnt even put up a pic whats up with that
why is there no right click buttons on laptops
how the hell can u copy n paste shit without a right click button man

schol is mad wack i cant wait to get outta uama
i fuckin hate being here
its like wakin up everyday to a big ass ugly annoying like .. pimple everyday on your face man
u wanna pop that shit n get over it but u gotta wait
do that make sense